takes life as its course, right? Was
post lately not so willing, really - why else.
I will NEN again Hobby Search and I've already found: I want to start playing the piano ... then start again - as always. Does it teach only my parents anyway, although I do not really doubt that they might pay me some lessons ... My father has somehow himself always regretted that he had never done before! Why does it work?
I grow all the time about the head.
school is going well, work is going well ... but just not the rest of Sun
I do not feel more've been to see every day my oh so great friends ... who know neither me really, nor do I know her. The friends of my ex-friend's care and care more for me than the "girls". Sure, I knew long ago that I'm not really matter to them, but I did not feel like the time to run after them. I am just been onto ABI ... because then will be resolved anyway, what has to dissolve and then cancel the unnecessary contacts. Point.
Well, as I said. just everything is a bit much and I just think I need something in which I (apart from school) can put in my energy ... and I really like to tinkle on it again ... plain guitar I play piano too. .. but that's just something completely different.
Otherwise, I feel quite good. Werther's sufferings are just my suffering, but otherwise ... (Ever noticed that the first Wethers EMO was?)
Unfortunately I can empathize very well with him. Do not know where my heart is .. Sounds goofy, but Sun Most of all, it would be me, I would numb or something ... just want to stay alone. So everything forgotten. I mean, I will always abroad after graduation ... I've at least been made. What I want now, so even having a relationship? And I really want your life to be only No. 2 for him?
I know I have never mentioned the name of the person ... but that is irrelevant because a) most do not know him and b) that should not even know so many. Stupidity is only just that he gives me so much (even now after all the drama that has happened, yet) what Bird was never able to convey. Shit, right? As different people are.
alone, it's cool, but somehow boring.
Actually it is not all in life, for love ... not nearly. But yet it somehow seems to be important - or am I the only one? In any case, it is always the most important to me to write down .. n hard to explain. Sooo
find themselves is really cool!
Hence my question on which I have been thinking really often:
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